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Writer's pictureTim Huber

The Me I Made

Gathering dust

I horde it like a currency

collecting and trading

with the mites surrounding me


Breathe

ingest

sneeze


Creating rust

I spread it like grass seeds

sowing and reaping

the tetanus walls around me


Lockjaw

frozen

won’t thaw


Preparing rot

I fix it like a bedsheet

folding and creasing

decayed blankets, dead sleep


Slowly degrade

crumble

disintegrate


I chose this

the me I made.


 

This poem is about the ways we respond to difficulties, fears, and everything between. More specifically, I guess the poem is about not responding to them. Too often, we can see that we're hurting or in need of change but aren't taking any action. It can be tempting to remain stationary because it gives us a sense of security and safety; if we don't step out, we won't get hurt, right? Not always true, less so when it comes to fear and getting out of a difficult situation. Doing nothing just gathers dust, creates rust, and prepares rot, none of which do us any good. The really difficult part for me is that at times I find a part of myself actually wanting to stay in my difficulties, almost like it defines me. Without it, who am I? I think this is especially true for things we've carried/endured for a long time. It's strange, and I don't fully understand it, but I can see the effects of giving in to that desire. If you're struggling, or just "gathering dust," take action. Talk to someone, take that step you know will be difficult but will start the healing process. You don't have to be dusty, rusty, and rotten.

Hope you have a wonderful weekend!

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